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- Hilari Bell Goblin Wood 01 The Goblin Wood v2
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- Anthony, Piers Tarot 01 God of Tarot
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- Carter Ally Dziewczyny z Akademii Gallagera 01 Powiedziałabym ci, że cię kocham ale
- Ciara Lake [Xihirian Shifters 01] Xihirah [Siren Classic] (pdf)
- Janrae Frank Journey of Sacred King 01 My Sister's Keeper
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The old silth wavered, became transparent. Marika snatched at the pulsing ruby
of her heart.
Gorry cried out softly and fell away from the railing.
Marika's pain faded. The false sounds went with the pain. She breathed deeply,
relaxing for the first time that day. For a moment she felt very smug. That
would show them that they could not-
Something touched her for an instant, like the blow of a dark fist. There was
no pain but plenty of impact. She staggered off the center of the mandala,
fell to her knees, disoriented and terrified.
She did not seem to be in control of herself. She could not make her limbs
respond. What were they doing to her? What were they going to do to her?
More sounds. These genuine. Hurried feet moved above.
The paralysis relaxed. She regained her feet. Excited whispers filled the
chamber. She looked up. Several silth surrounded Gorry. One pounded the old
silth's chest, then listened for a heartbeat. "In time. Got to her in time."
The tall one who had come to the packstead, who now had only one leg, leaned
her crutches on the railing and glared down at Marika. She was very, very
angry. "Come up here, pup!" she snapped.
"Yes, Mistress Gibany."
Much to her embarrassment, Marika had discovered that Khles was not a name but
a title. It marked Gibany as having a major role in Akard silth ritual. What
that role was Marika did not yet know. She had not yet been admitted to any
but the most basic rites.
In her own loghouse neither defiance nor the inclination to debate would have
occurred to Marika. But here in the packfast, despite repeated warnings, she
felt little of her customary reserve. These silth had not yet earned her
respect. Few she saw seemed deserving of respect. She met Senior Koenic's eye
and snapped, "Because she hurt me."
"She was teaching you."
"She was not. She was torturing me. She ordered me to do something I do not
know how to do. I do not yet know what it was. Then she tortured me for not
doing it. She taught me nothing. She showed me nothing."
"She was teaching you by forcing you to find the way for yourself."
"That is stupid. Even beasts are shown what they must do before their trainer
rewards or punishes them. This way is neither reasonable nor efficient." She
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had thought out this speech many times. It rolled out almost without thought,
despite her fright.
She believed what she said. Her elders in the Degnan pack had been impatient
enough with pups, but they had at least demonstrated a thing once before
becoming irritable.
"That is Gorry's way."
"It being her way makes it no less stupid and inefficient."
The senior was in a surprisingly tolerant mood, Marika reflected, as the
fear-driven engine of her rage began to falter. Few adult meth would so long
endure so much backtalk.
"It separates the weak from the strong. When you came here you understood-"
One more spark of defiance. "When I came I understood nothing, Senior. I did
not even ask to be brought. I was brought blind, thinking I would become a
huntress for the packfast, willing to come only because of circumstance. I
never heard of silth before my dam sent messengers to ask you for help. All I
know about silth I have learned since I have been here. And I do not like what
I have learned."
The senior's teeth gleamed angrily in the lamplight. Her patience was about
exhausted. But Marika did not back down, though now her courage was entirely
bravado.
What would she do if she made them angry enough to push her out the gate?
The senior controlled herself. She said, "I will grant you that Gorry is not
the best of teachers. However, self-control must be the first lesson we learn
as sisters. Without discipline we are nothing. Field-workers, technicians, and
guardians behave as you have. Silth do not. I think you had better learn to
control your temper. You are going to continue in Gorry's tutelage. With this
between you."
"Is that all?"
"That is all."
Marika made parting obsequies, as taught. But as she reached the heavy wooden
door to the senior's quarters, the silth called, "Wait."
Marika turned, suddenly terrified. She wanted to get away.
"You must appreciate your obligation to your sisterhood, Marika. Your
sisterhood is all. Everything your pack was, and your reason for living, too."
"I cannot appreciate something I do not understand, Senior. Nothing I see here
makes sense. Forgive a poor country pup her ignorance. Everything I see
implies this sisterhood exists solely to exploit those who do not belong. That
it takes and takes, but almost never gives."
She was thinking of the feeble effort to combat the invasion of the nomads.
"You see beyond the first veil. You are on the threshold of becoming silth,
Marika. With all that that implies. It is a rare opportunity. Do not close the
door on yourself by clinging stubbornly to the values of savages."
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Marika responded with a raised lip, slipped out, dashed downstairs to her
cell. She lighted a candle, thinking she would lose herself in one of the
books they had given her to study. "What?"
The Degnan Chronicle was stacked upon her little writing desk.
The next miracle occurred not ten minutes later.
Marika responded to a tentative scratching at her door. "Grauel!" She stared
at the huntress, whom she had not seen since the trek to Akard.
"Hello, pup. May I?"
"Of course." Marika made way for her to enter. There was not much room in her
cell. She returned to the chair at her writing desk. Grauel looked around,
finally settled on Marika's cot.
"I cannot become accustomed to furniture," Grauel said. "I always look for
furs on the floor first."
"So do I." And Marika began to realize that, for all she had been desperate to
see either Grauel or Barlog for weeks, she really did not have much to say.
"Have they treated you well?"
Grauel shrugged. "No worse than I expected."
"And Barlog? She is well?"
"Yes. I see they brought you the Chronicle. You will keep it up?"
"Yes."
For half a minute there did not seem to be anything else to say. Then Grauel
remarked, "I hear you are in trouble." And, "We try to keep track of you
through rumor."
"Yes. I did a foolish thing. I could not even get them to tell me if you were
alive."
"Alive and fit. And blessing the All for this wondrous gift of snow. You
really tried to kill your instructress? With witchcraft?"
"If that is what you call it. Not kill, though. Just hurt back. She asked for
it, Grauel." Then, suddenly she broke down and poured out all her feelings,
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